just now went to yishun alone
buy dinner for family
den meet serene at yishun mrt station
shun bian meet jiatong at cwp
after i bus home
chat with jas in msn
haiz....
i thought this is wad they wan
in the end its all started from me
its not my attitude cold towards you
it just that i hav nth to say to you
like this oso can quarrel
not i don wan go out wif u all
is just that i don feel like going bugis
even my sis jio me go i oso rejected
every month go bugis at least one time
very sian to me
i hav nth to do if i go
i can only see you shop
all i can do is standing at one side waiting for you
if too many people
i will block-ed them
u're not me u will not understand
how i wish i will be like you all
u knw?

and this is wad jas told me

its true that they dont understand u .. u tried to understand them .. but its becos they dint make the effort to understand u more.. and then just showing u attitude.. dont be sad over it .. becos when time goes by , i'm sure u and them will become close friend again.

haiz...
my answer to her is

i think that now i should concentrade on studys first
and leave all the thingys behind me first
all i knw now is WE are still friends and classmate